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Saturday, July 30, 2011

These Dreams…

Heart anyone? Anyone? Open-mouthed smile 

I have had a few teaching dreams for the past month, more so in the past week. The first one I had, it was the first day of school. I was with 6th graders, but I was teaching RRT. I don’t have any clue as to what that is, and I do remember being confused in my dream.

The second one happened earlier this week, about my co-workers, I believe. Not a bad dream, we were just talking like we always do.

The 3rd dream was me showing C around the building (colored rooms, etc.) We didn’t get to my room before I woke up.

The 4th dream was me not only teaching art, but Algebra to unruly high school students. I had to get really stern with one of my students in the dream.

The last dream I had was early this morning. I forgot my P.E. clothes at home, and I was hoping that none of the students would notice that I wouldn’t be able to do P.E. that day. That one was kind of a weird dream for me.

I do wonder if I will have another one tomorrow morning. As time draws nearer, I am getting more and more anxious, more excited, and nervous. Just a little nervous, but really excited. I can’t wait to get in my room and set it up!

Friday, July 15, 2011

Can’t Wrap My Head Around It

I’ve got zucchini bread in the oven. It came from my parents’ garden. I told my Dad that I’d make them some. I was given 2 large zucchini (is there a plural to this?) and my Mom told me it would make a lot. I really think it will make 8 loaves total. Just given what I already know. Smile 

Anyway, while that’s baking, I thought I’d take a moment to blog.

I know there is evil in this world. Unfortunately. However, I just can’t fathom myself ever harming another person- in any way, shape, or form. Are some people made to be that way? Has society played a role in it? I can’t imagine it, I really can’t.

A little over a week ago, a man not far from here went missing. His roommates told police that he just up and left. I guess as they were talking to the roommates, they began to suspect foul play. I’ve read two different articles in the paper about it- one last Saturday (after they found a body and were going to do an autopsy) and then one yesterday, after more of the story was being released to the media.

Two men and a woman are in jail right now. One of the men and the woman are 20 years old. The other man is 25. He is the one who wants a quick and speedy trial so he can go back to prison. Yes, that is correct. He was just released from a correctional facility about 3-ish months ago, and now wants this over with so he can go back.

The man that they killed, he was letting them stay in his apartment. First, it was the woman, whom he introduced to his family as the woman he was dating for only a month. She then introduced him to the two men. This man would do anything for anyone, to help them out. But from what I have read, I think he had enough of them, and had asked them to leave prior to them murdering him.

We don’t know the why yet, but they did hurt him. Then, bound him when he was still alive, drove to another house where one of the murderers has been to before, grabbed some tools, and tool this innocent man out into the country. They placed a bag over him and hit him with the tools. The woman egged the two men on, saying they hit like girls. She’s the one who told them to place the man in a fetal position in a shallow grave. They placed cornstalks and dirt over the grave and left.

The two men returned a day later with paint thinner that one of them had stolen from a hardware store. They dug up the grave and poured it over the body. The coroner has said that the man has burns consistent to what they have said.

How could anyone do that to someone? You may not like them, but is harming them, killing them the answer? The obvious answer to that one is no. I just don’t understand it. Not only is it morally and ethically wrong, but the Bible also tells us it is wrong. How can someone do that and think it’s okay? Did they not grow up believing in what is taught to us in the Bible? Did they not have people in their lives that taught them right from wrong? Maybe those two questions are where the answer lies.

I didn’t know this man who was murdered, but someone lost a brother, a son, a father, a friend. Unfortunately, it goes on every day in our world. I do know that there are still good people out there- because I know quite a bit of them. However, it means we need to be more careful about what we do, who we know.

I don’t have children of my own yet, so tonight when I see my nephews, I’ll hug them. Give them more kisses, to show them that I love them and will always be looking out for them.

Tuesday, July 12, 2011

Whew! It’s Been Awhile

I can’t even remember the last time I blogged. Probably a month ago sometime. It’s been a very hectic month.

As soon as I got back from seeing C, I had a little over a week to start moving. I think I blogged about that, so maybe it’s been a little under a month since I last updated you all.

I feel like more than a month has passed since I came back from Virginia. It almost feels like two, to me. But at the same time, so much has kept me busy. So busy that last night when baking banana bread, I had to go out and get ingredients- TWICE in a matter of minutes. I thought I had flour and vanilla on hand. And then, when I came back and sat down, I had a moment of panic- thinking I had forgotten the dinner date I have Thursday night with a couple of friends.

That’s awful!

I’m so focused lately. On about 4 different things. I’m here, I’m there, I’m doing this, I’m doing that.

My apartment is coming along nicely. I finally have the majority of all boxes out of here. I have a few more boxes to go through, and of course all of my art supplies to go through, as well. I am waiting on a hutch that will probably be moved in after I get back from heading to Virginia next week. I am going to put my art supplies in there.

I started running again tonight. I felt great until I almost got to the end and then wanted to puke. But I stuck it out and now I feel very great!

Now, I am going to go work on some other things. Have a great night!