I wish...

I had the answers.

I felt more confident and secure.

I trusted more.

I actually knew without guessing.

I could read minds.

I could let certain things roll off my back.

I were more nonchalant.

I didn't think the thoughts I am thinking.

I weren't so impatient.

I were anonymous.

I wasn't a planner.

I weren't so structured.

I could turn my thoughts off.

I could just say what I am thinking without people judging me.

I didn't keep everything inside.

I would talk more.

I would speak up more when something bothers me.

...I just knew.